My health is deteriorating
I get migraines.
I get alcohol poisoning after 2 beers.
I rarely exercise (although I’m very active)
I eat junkfood,
smoke cigarettes,
drink coffee,
and consistently stick my hands into toxic materials.
I live in a major american city where pollution and toxins fill the air and water.
The human population is increasing exponentially.
The government is corrupt.
Poverty and crime are on the rise.
The economic system favors oppression and waste.
The educational system is backwards and inneffective.
The mainstream media is irresponsible and controlled by corporate interests.
The general population continues to consume more and more useless crap.
There is no saving grace of clean renewable alternative energy within the next 50 years &
The world is running out of cheap petroleum.
The ocean is turning acidic.
there are holes in the ozone layer.
the ice caps are melting.
the planet is the warmest is ever been in recorded history.
We are responsible for a mass extinction of species (more info on mass extinction here)
Biodiversity is being irreversibly destroyed by human activities at an unprecedented rate.
The top soil is eroding.
New inventions are continually repressed.
I am less social than I was 5 years ago (although I know more people).
I haven’t been able to maintain a solid intimate relationship for more than 3 months.
Parties seem empty and meaningless (even the “eco-consciosness awareness”ones).
Most of my friends (and myself) seem more concerned with making the next buck than making the next revolution,
or are convinced that making art and being beautiful is enough to affect positive change,
or simply don’t know what to do.
I feel lost. unfocused. innefective and increasingly poisoned.
HELP!
I need help. Humanity is trapped in a sea of doom. And I feel like I’m going down with the ship.
I’m seeking people with vision and action plans.
Not hope,not consolation,not pats on the back. I need a path that makes sense for now.
man,get yr diet right first…do some yoga every morning and maybe at night,but make sure part of yr practice involves sitting meditation and maybe some breathwork.
death is a part of life. did you think that didn’t apply to whole ecosystems? planets? galaxies?
change seems to be speeding up,and when the time comes we all have to be ready to let go completely…. otherwise yr suffering’s just gonna get worse.
paz.
yeah. I stopped doing caffeine a week ago. I a starting a daily prayer first thing in the morning –I say YES! Yes! I say yes to this creation. I Ask for divine help. I say YES I am willing to receive this assistance this healing. I want assistance. With my hands up in the air palms out to the sky.
today I feel clear and calm and I am being productive.
I can feel you sista! In a sea of madness,to find an island of sanity would be paradise. But,understanding and sense are bonuses that we can not count on in these times. Instead to look more closely at the people that help you each day to live a life that feels right. Instead of showing up at the protest with a thrilling sign and a costume,to know that the person you touch in your work makes a crucial difference. This revolution is one that can not be tracked with any chip. It is outside the radar or microwave frequency. It is shift of values,priorities,and perception. We are slowly realizing as a planet that our choices make a difference. I vote with my dollars everyday. It used to appaul me that this was the case,but it works. Who cares if ‘cool’means thousands of pounds less of toxic chemicals a year go into the soil and oceans? Yes,there is still a way to go. But,we are going. It is a race. But,we are on the rise. I do the best I can each day to improve my health while still embracing a life of creativity and chaos. And,I have faith in what we can not yet see.
Thank you! I quit smoking yesterday. Today I felt like I wanted to smoke but knew I really didn’t. I’m also committing to being a vegitarian. When you look at the affect on the environment between being vegitarian and driving a hybrid,you are better off being a vegetarian. I’m going to do both. I’m driving my motorcycle more (which gets close to 100mpg) and also not driving as much. I considering moving to my friend’s farm where I can work growing food and living closer to the land. it feels more real to me and also I think it would so amazing for me to be out of the psychic consensus reality field…
I’ve also been productive and getting my business taken care of…a big part of this is identifieng blocks that are holding up my energy and completing things.
So it is a powerful time for me I am feeling much better. thank you for your responses and for reading this!
For Migraines raw sweet potatoe is a natural remedy. Drink more water maybe. My dad gets migraines. There is a new miracle pill I can get the name of it if you would like me too. Let me know. Julie/aka Julicious. Drugs and smoking create spiritual density and blocks. Maturity is happening….it’s a weird feeling sometimes.
One more thing…psychic energy thing is not all that good not all bad either…I have some spiritual teachers that say because of psychic energy it creates dense fields and lots of sinister force uses the psychic realm….I don’t know all of which they mean about what psychic energy entails but they say that when your body comes back after sleeping sometimes those bad/weird dreams upon coming back into closer to earth density feild creates them.
by density field I think they mean the feeling/sinister/bad violence and feelings left in the atmosphere of humans and their mental intensions and the suffering in the world….that is the density I mean….
I am just a random person who came across your blog. We may never know each other,but I feel your experience. There are many reasons to despair over the condition of the earth and humanity’s frustrating self-destructive tendencies and divisiveness. The best thing to do is to concentrate on healing yourself,which it sounds like you are doing. Making yourself healthier,physically,psychically,spiritually and every other way you can think of will have an effect on you and other people that you come into contact with. Meditation is something I am just learning myself and I have found it to be very useful,especially when I am feeling overwhelmed. There are many things we can’t control,it is good to let go of needing to. We can’t even control our own thoughts,but we can become aware of how our minds work and see when they are increasing our suffering. I sincerely wish you the best in your journey.
How are you doing…yeah I’m extremely not as social as I’ve been my entire life. St. Helena is just a weeeeird…..not in a good way in the need to RAGE AGAINST BEIGE way…lol
Reality dependsentirely in what side of things you want to focus on.
The balance of things.
Hey,I will always love you.
Love always,
Ingrid